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Well fucking liars, fucking cheats
I need some space to breathe
I've got fucking headaches, fucking pain
I've been tripping right down the drain
I got thieving friends and man I don't need that
I don't understand where their heads are at
They don't care and you don't care
Why are you so fucking unaware?
Can't you see what you're doing to me?
I found a way to dull the pain
And I'm not going back reality again
I said I'm hanging out with the spiders and the snakes
Just trying to forget about all of the mistakes that I made
Well my fucking girlfriends a fucking drag
She's got things that I don't have
She's fucking stupid, she's fucking dumb
But she supplies the money and the drugs
I got a fucking head and it's fucking dead
I can't remember what I did or said
I'm a fucking loser, I'm a fucking joke
Trying to see the road through the cigarette smoke
Can't you see what you're doing to me?
I found a way to dull the pain
And I'm not going back reality again
I said I'm hanging out with the spiders and the snakes
Just trying to forget about all of the mistakes
That I made... That I made...
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2. |
Bong Grind
03:29
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3. |
Interstellar Mindfuck
05:49
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Song about breaking up
04:00
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it's been four weeks since your dog died
and I haven't called you yet
you were upset when we met last night
I had the feeling that you don't know me
I guess you could have figured that I'm not allright
what's the matter with periods of time?
don't complain I'm always running away
when you're always running after me
I feel stupid bothering you with philosophy
when I can't even say what's on my mind
finally last night you have figured out
what kind of jerk I really am
I'm just so fucking tired of talking this over again
I'm sorry that you still don't understand
even though I have always been honest with you
you only believe the things you like
you laugh about some radical ideas I have
how can you still not know that this is who I really am?
two months later nothing's allright
I'm scared of calling you
and if missing love ain't the problem
I wonder why the fuck we seperate
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staring in the mirror finding no evil reflection
feelings that I get getting out of the subway train
my breathing embraces life cause air doesn't cost a cent yet
I thought there's nothing left to believe in
except what I believed in the whole damn time
help yourself there's just one more beer to go
let's drain it down the sink
just feeling exhausted by being alone
feeling depressed cause there's no alcohol
fucking with my head telling people that I hate my dad
always asking where did I go wrong?
gotta find the place where I'm not from
let's forget yesterday and all of our addictions and fears
let's get out of here leave this concrete cage
help yourself cause there's no fucking way
getting out of this alive
taking out the trash for the first time in months
feels good to be alive for the first time I remember
don't hold the water back cause one day it will surround you
in fact I don't know what I was talking about
I gather all my friends
let's run while the world is stuck in traffic jams
I'm sick of fucking up!
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I couldn't write a song in months
guess I'm all too busy getting drunk
and trying not to feel
as miserable as I used to feel
today I've got to find something else
for this thing I call my 'self'
recently I had to break up
with a girl that I still love
it just became too hard to breathe
I can't stand to be someone's property
I hate to be the object of expectation
I don't even care bout my expectations
but now I feel pretty bad
and she thinks that it's pretty sad
that I couldn't stop drinking
when we were still together and glad
well I've been drinking for years
and she bore it for almost five years
guess that I have to say sorry
and that I had a great time my dear
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Blind (feat. fArt)
03:03
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sometimes it feels like nothing is real
except the way I feel
sometimes I wonder who this mind belongs
cause it doesn't belong to me
but who am I to claim my existence?
am I guilty or am I free?
but why are they so fucking wrong on this planet?
or is it just the way I feel?
sometimes it seems like I have lost my mind
but I became resigned
gotta find a way to waver through this life
looking for another kind
sitting on the bed and it may rain outside
but I can't tell cause it is night
it's the fucking same how we percieve our surroundings
I feel so blind
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This is not a Song
05:05
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spent last night on the telephone
my bill keeps rising
I ate the moon and shit on the clouds
I want you far you want me close
and ever since we started to think
I wish we never had to begin
and you know I never see the good side of things
you pretend that you're feeling allright
and the stupid question whose fault it is
I guess it's mine I have to admit
and now we're so close to the end
we're gonna run give me your hand
and is it really really worth all that?
I hide in memories try not to forget
how good it was
but I stopped trying to bring it back
cause it is pretty sad to think about
what you might had but you've once lost
but sometimes I think we have to move on
soon the present will be gone
and it's wrong to only think of the past
it's the future we never want to forget
so come on let's lay down our arms
never give up listen to your heart
cause it's important to live for yourself
you can't feel if you're like somebody else
one last time I hope you'll understand
one last move and this is the end
oh just look how pathetic I am
but the ice is thin right where I stand
I know you know I tried before
but this is not the right moment to fall
I hope
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9. |
101 Regime
05:02
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I'm sick and tired of hurting myself
I can no longer recognize if I'm all myself
where did all the people go?
where are they coming from now?
I made my mistakes now I know for whose sake
I never really cared about if someone hates my guts
but about the friends who stand by me I'm really giving a fuck
even though I'm lonely and even though I'm depressed sometimes
as long as I'm alive my little world's gonna be allright
I'm sick and tired of searching the world
for a reason for me to live
my beliefs are empty I just have things to give
building something out of nothing
and I hope it stays like this
I just didn't know where to go
I just didn't know where to hide
too real to be real: I'm still alive
you're of familiar ways, you're of familiar minds
you didn't leave me hanging the night I tried to end my life
I just didn't know where to go
I just didn't know where to hide
too real to be real: I'm still alive
you're of familiar ways, you're of familiar minds
you didn't leave me hanging the night I wanted to die
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10. |
Fucked for Life
03:35
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the times in that I wanted to be who I am are over
neuroses are eating up my brain, haven't witnessed a day in weeks sober
people I've let down are letting me down on this side of the world and on the other
love is somehow strange, I'm a loving cripple but it's the only reason why I'm still alive, my life ain't worth a dollar
life is so fucked up I can't do anything about it the only reason why I'm still alive is caus I know it ain't forever
it's a fucked up situation, I don't feel like doing anything but you're annoying me and you force me to suck your dick
bad things happen to the people I know but they don't happen to me I feel like shit
I'd like to die so everyone can be alive, this kind of living is fucked but noone except me wants to admit
but someday it's gonna be over
everyone has to leave this world
so why do we have to achieve anything?
our depressions are forced on us
it's so ridiculous what we call life
what's the matter with your society?
I just wanna feel what it means to be alive
but it's impossible to live outside your guidelines
how can we be free if you don't know what it means?
how can we live, if life's not what it seems?
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Bellyache
02:46
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as you were lying in the hospital i wished I could see you
as you were sick I realized how much I need you
everything that was in a bad light is just getting darker
everything I hated just faded away
and everything I could think of would led me right back to the hospital bed
everything I could dream of were operations and evil doctors
I wish myself the best, please let her come back!
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Trash Propaganda Dub
02:27
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14. |
Merry Dub
03:48
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15. |
Neal Cassady
02:05
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16. |
Liar 1:30
02:53
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Never Punx
01:24
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every generation's complety different from the last
history is not repeating and we're growing up too fast
that's why I'm so glad that we found each other
we can walk through this mess hand in hand together
you can go to Vermont and never call me back
I'm waiting for a sign of yours it paints my whole heart black
love and hate are all combined in on
you can still be awesome even though we're not having fun
we can work together help the society grow
we can be a good role model for every little kid you know
the answer's there, right there, right in front of me
the answer to our questions is positivity
you can do your growing up and shave your hair off
write another song that makes me fall in love
we all got things in our minds that make us wanna shout
but we were never punx and we still aren't now
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060708
02:33
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the thin new layer of white fresh snow
seems to be such a contrast to my black soul
the fresh dropped dots of my red blood
seem to be not red and good enough
the blue sky in a blue car
wanna reach heaven but it seems so far
I'm tired of life but scared of death
but it seems to be the only logic consequence
you said you're coming with me but you won't go alone
I said I gotta do this by myself please go home
sitting by the trains staring at a billboard
people passing by everybody seems so bored
your life's so long you ask yourself what for?
if you say you're gonna kill yourself you would be ignored
i said I'll leave, leave the other day
if you ask where I'm going I say too far away
my mums yelling at me you're pessimistic, nihilistic
you're telling me to go to hell, thank god I'm atheistic
I you ask why I'm so quiet, please mind your own business
if you ask if I'm satisfied I'd say no not with this shit
one time I'll say I love life
but a thousand times I'll say, dude, I wanna get high
I think so much my life makes no progress
if you ask about my future I'll say nothing, dude, I'm hopeless
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Meatball/Chelsea
01:24
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you were old when I was just a kid
I was sixteen years old with my mind full of shit
you couldn't know how I loved you at first sight
you helped my disillusion you know how hard I try
and I can still remember her pretty face
You died one month after my birthday I never got so sad
I met a girl she said I was too cute to be dead
even though I lost everything my hope my love my cat
I still remember her hair oh my god it was so red
and I can still remember her pretty face
today's six months after my birthday today she turns nineteen
now she's in a college our time seems like a dream
I don't dare to call her maybe she is mad
but maybe she still loves me like I love my little cat
and I can still remember her pretty face
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Orinoco
04:29
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we all can't remember how life was back in the day when we had nothing to do with the problems of the world
but how can I go back in time?
we would live in caves and live from the field and I would sing songs of how good it feels to be here
but how can I ever feel so free?
sometimes I just wanna burn the house down
get rid of this everlasting society
why can't we be all the same?
our fore fore fore fathers didn't know about power and shame
how can I go back in time?
with the knowledge we won't and didn't have noone's looking down on you and noone laughs
how can I ever feel so free?
sometimes I just wanna burn the house down
get rid of this everlasting society
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